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: Journal of a Time Waster
Ah yes, avoidance! Breathe that lazy, tension-filled air!
One day I may not only acknowledge that I'm only hurting myself in procrastinating, but will actually do something about it!
So far in life I have made some semi-progress. Rather than doing nothing and feeling guilty for it, I pick a task and over do it so that I have avoided through doing... if not doing what would be hierarchically highest on the list.
It's slightly scary to think that in one week I have finished 1 litre of milk and perhaps 3 litres of coke... that's a lot of coke!
And I am still resisting the chocolate cake that patiently waits for me in the freezer.
Alas, I really should be exercising. I have been thinking about it a lot, now I just have to pick something and actually do it. I'd like to be able to exercise in my own home, and not be all sweaty and disgusting in public (whether or not they are just as sweaty and disgusting).
If the dvd player weren't broken and I could guaranty a part of the day that all roommates would not be home each day, I would do it in the living room and use the Hip Hop Abs videos I have. Even if they aren't great, it's better than not moving at all.
Or, an even better idea! Get one of those mirrors from the circus that makes you look like half your size. :D I know, I know, I'm not fat. But I don't know one girl who doesn't see herself as a little fat in a few places.
Luckily I have the hungry stomach of a male teen, I'm guaranteed not to turn to an eating disorder!
The best solution would be to use that avoidance energy and put it towards working out. Thus I could avoid at the same time as getting fit. It would be the perfect symbiotic relationship :)
Ah yes, avoidance! Breathe that lazy, tension-filled air!
One day I may not only acknowledge that I'm only hurting myself in procrastinating, but will actually do something about it!
So far in life I have made some semi-progress. Rather than doing nothing and feeling guilty for it, I pick a task and over do it so that I have avoided through doing... if not doing what would be hierarchically highest on the list.
It's slightly scary to think that in one week I have finished 1 litre of milk and perhaps 3 litres of coke... that's a lot of coke!
And I am still resisting the chocolate cake that patiently waits for me in the freezer.
Alas, I really should be exercising. I have been thinking about it a lot, now I just have to pick something and actually do it. I'd like to be able to exercise in my own home, and not be all sweaty and disgusting in public (whether or not they are just as sweaty and disgusting).
If the dvd player weren't broken and I could guaranty a part of the day that all roommates would not be home each day, I would do it in the living room and use the Hip Hop Abs videos I have. Even if they aren't great, it's better than not moving at all.
Or, an even better idea! Get one of those mirrors from the circus that makes you look like half your size. :D I know, I know, I'm not fat. But I don't know one girl who doesn't see herself as a little fat in a few places.
Luckily I have the hungry stomach of a male teen, I'm guaranteed not to turn to an eating disorder!
The best solution would be to use that avoidance energy and put it towards working out. Thus I could avoid at the same time as getting fit. It would be the perfect symbiotic relationship :)
Current Mood: master of blocking out thought
Current Music: Soon- Kate Havnevik