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This seems to be the running or common thought in most people's head this week. We all joke and laugh and laze and study and practice with the normal furver, but there is a tired/panicked look behind a lot of people's eyes including my own. It's not a look you see neccessarily in yourself, but in the observation of how others percieve you.
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But, other than the AHH! I'm loving it. I get to play and play and learn and play. Music school is great guys, don't forget that. Don't really know what I will do with myself when I get out of here...
Another bright side: forced to learn how to say one or more of "god no", "hell no", "no way", or "fuck off" Next, find an outlet for anger.
# 2 on the bright side? Learning my orchestration piano part on the piano. Something new to get under my fingers, and a chance to practice bit by bit to learn how to play piano in a way that doesn't do harm to now easily tiring wrists and arms.
This weekend: Go to Micheals (the store) to plan for Christmas making of things, make multipul doctor appointments for muscles, uteruses, and possible asthma?/ or something I've forgotten... no, no the insomnia is gone... hmm... nope, that's covered by the other one... okay, and the asthma thing is just a curiosity... and I am totally NOT asking the doctor about that other problem, and appointment number 2 is going to really take up 2 or more appointments... ew. But I should. ESPECIALLY for numbers 1 and 2... because they effect how well I play music what with the pain and all... shit.
# 3 on the bright side: Getting Mckay to call you a bitch, then call you and Heather bitches, and then give up on something later in the lesson with a hearty "fuck." I'm not a good influence on him, but it sure keeps things hilarious!
Today in my lesson, I felt like I was learning how to teach as well as learning how to play. That was awesome.
Last revelation: Set friends don't do it for me. Having 60 different faces to turn to for every kind of conversation for every different mood, with a few set go-tos for the serious shit works a lot better.
This seems to be the running or common thought in most people's head this week. We all joke and laugh and laze and study and practice with the normal furver, but there is a tired/panicked look behind a lot of people's eyes including my own. It's not a look you see neccessarily in yourself, but in the observation of how others percieve you.
( Read more... )
But, other than the AHH! I'm loving it. I get to play and play and learn and play. Music school is great guys, don't forget that. Don't really know what I will do with myself when I get out of here...
Another bright side: forced to learn how to say one or more of "god no", "hell no", "no way", or "fuck off" Next, find an outlet for anger.
# 2 on the bright side? Learning my orchestration piano part on the piano. Something new to get under my fingers, and a chance to practice bit by bit to learn how to play piano in a way that doesn't do harm to now easily tiring wrists and arms.
This weekend: Go to Micheals (the store) to plan for Christmas making of things, make multipul doctor appointments for muscles, uteruses, and possible asthma?/ or something I've forgotten... no, no the insomnia is gone... hmm... nope, that's covered by the other one... okay, and the asthma thing is just a curiosity... and I am totally NOT asking the doctor about that other problem, and appointment number 2 is going to really take up 2 or more appointments... ew. But I should. ESPECIALLY for numbers 1 and 2... because they effect how well I play music what with the pain and all... shit.
# 3 on the bright side: Getting Mckay to call you a bitch, then call you and Heather bitches, and then give up on something later in the lesson with a hearty "fuck." I'm not a good influence on him, but it sure keeps things hilarious!
Today in my lesson, I felt like I was learning how to teach as well as learning how to play. That was awesome.
Last revelation: Set friends don't do it for me. Having 60 different faces to turn to for every kind of conversation for every different mood, with a few set go-tos for the serious shit works a lot better.
Current Mood: *stretches*
Current Music: never leave your heart alone- Butterfly Boucher